Tuesday, September 24, 2013

blog entry #3

MY IMMORTAL- EVENESCENCE


Evenescence was founded in Little Rock Arkansas in 1998. They were originally founded as an American christian group and later turned into a rock group. The band was formed in 19915 by Amy Lee lead singer, pianist and song writer and  former lead guitarist Ben Moody. Their first hit songs written together were "Solitude" , "Give Unto Me", "My Immortal" and "Understanding." The bands name is derived from the word evanesce which means to disappear.
    I chose this band and one of my all time favorite songs called "My Immortal" because the words speak to me, it reminds me of a time when there is pain and inner battle to forget what was lost , hurt or said. Its a timeless song that i can have on replay over and over again.Its haunting and yet very beautiful all at once.
    This song is filled with symbolic references and vivid images. From the very start the title of the song, "My Immortals" gives us and idea of everlasting life , something that can never be forgotten  and even the first two  lines of the song "I'm so tired of being here suppressed by all my childish fears" ;shows us' how she is afraid just like a child of overcoming her fears , of not being able to get past whats holding her back.
 In lines five and six, she mentions that your presence still lingers here and it wont live me alone meaning that she can not escape the presence that is haunting her. In stanza two when she says these wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just to real she is referring, to a pain that is everlasting and that wont ever seem to go away  and also when she says there's to much that time can not erase she is saying that time is standing still and even through it nothing has changed. The main chorus has the most symbolic meaning as it talking about the person or entity that she loved  and all the memories and the struggles he endured .
  In stanza four the first line "You used to captivate me by your resonating light this phrase talks about the light the thing or person brought into her life , the happiness she experienced being with that thing or individual. Also in stanza 5 the line your face it once haunts my pleasant dreams could be related to someone passing away and not being able to move on or even a love gone wrong and not being able to overcome the lost of that love.In line 6 as well your voice it once chased all the sanity in me could be interpreted as not being able to function when this person speaks to them , or when they hear that persons voice it makes them weak , unable to think.
Although this song could be interpreted as a death of a loved one and not being able to move on  but on the other hand i strongly believe, that this song is talking about a love that cut so deep that time can not get rid of the hold the person has over their heart over their entire being and psyche. This song focuses so much on pain and love and  not being able to let go  of what was no matter how hard you try to. Its about loosing what you thought was all yours and having it torment your everyday move ,living u merciless to its raft.


REFRENCES
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5anLPw0Efmo
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evanescence

Monday, September 23, 2013

blog entry number 2


EVANECENCE is an American rock band founded in Little Rock, Arkansas in 1995 by singer/pianist Amy Lee and guitarist Ben Moody.
Evanescence was founded by singer, pianist and songwriter Amy Lee and former lead guitarist and songwriter Ben Moody. The two met in 1994 at a youth camp in Little Rock, where Moody heard Lee playing "I'd Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do That)" by Meat Loaf on the piano.

FOUNDED FROM  http://www.lyricsfreak.com/e/evanescence/biography.html

"My Immortal" BY EVANECENCE


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face – it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice – it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

...me, me, me.

I chose this song out of hundreds of songs because it was the first song that i could relate to. it talks about death and haunting and mystery and out wanting to run away to erase the memories ,everything that was you and could be reminded of you.  it brings out your fears of having loving and lost and all the pain that brings out inside of you.Even the bands name is symbolic as it means fade away or disappear. Like this song many of her songs are haunting and wonderful all at once. they speak to your bare emotions bring about anger hate sadness  takes you to different places.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

BLOG ENTRY #1

Original sin :A short story

Upon first  reading  this poem i believe that it was a spirit haunting the  family and the individual and a nightmare that he could not escape. It was a bad memory that he tried to forget that he tried to escape from but always seemed to creep back to him to find him where ever he was. It was with him where he first lived, a spirit with his grandfather and he living his first home made the spirit follow him or perhaps his grandfather sent it to him to remind him of home, a beautiful  nightmare perhaps or just a a family curse following the last young soul.

He felt comforted knowing that it was with him in this indifferent place where he felt lonely , a welcome invitation to what he once knew and wanted to loose...there was no escaping from what was there except death..

Upon the second reading of this poem a whole bunch of possibilities came into light .. i still felt that the poem dealt with death in an essence and it represented a side of him that know one knew in the day of time..all his secrets and fears were let out at  night when he laid his head to rest. his resentments towards life and joy and his happiness towards death and knowing that others are no longer there. his obsession with cold dark ugly things symbolises his fears and pain and wanting to let this evil out. but he could not for during the day it no longer existed.

Others talked about a woman loosing a child and man going through trying times as he grows up and its haunting , painful memories perhaps.

All this can be true  and this indeed opens my eyes to a whole lot of possibilities.

The feelings that is evoked for me from this poem is death ,loneliness and escape.